Friday, March 30, 2007

Dissapointment

Disappointment.
Define Disapointment?
It is somewhat feeling that felt being rejected, being sent away, not being considered.
How many times in your life do you get disapointments???
Is it a small/ tiny disapointment?
Or a really HUGE one that would break your heart straight-away?

When ever you have plan or up to do something where all of the sudden, you're crashed with huge blockers that block all the way on what you plan to do. How do you feel?
Continuously disppointment can change a person's life. A person's response and attitude as he/she no longer having the GREAT self-esteem or the confidence to do anything.


Do try to look at the bright side.. If you can, that all these that had happen, it happen for a reason. For you to learn a lesson. For you to get matured.


I've had a lot of disappointments but I'm not giving up on you. God will find me my way. Here I trust and pray to you.




Wednesday, March 28, 2007

What happen to me?


I am trying to find a way to seek through my inner self.


My mind seems to be locked inside this square space after the news.


A lot that flashes through my mind. Images, voices, moments that had passed.


All these kept on running in my mind and as a result, it gave me the goosebumps and the fear that makes me to be NOT my own self anymore.


I can't find the peace to sleep at night. Why? Is there anything that you have not done and want me to hear you out?


Or am I being over-reacted about this whole situation ?? Its actually all mindset where it actually never happen and you let go a decade ago.. leaving me to suffer this.


Please go and leave me in peace. We've come to understand that we agreed to end this and walk the different way to find our own happiness.


Please....


I need to be alive again. Don't drag me with you.

There's a lot more for me in this world.
I pray to God Almighty to forgive your sins and may you R.I.P.


Now, I have my future with my future husband.


Was feeling all drowsy today.


My timetable for the week is packed!


And so is next week.


Am thinking of the seed method..


What makes us extra-ordinary, is when we found the right seed and plant it ahead of others first. Making the first step can be challenging yet reviving.


Would you rather wait? ....... Or take one step foward..



Bill gates. One of the successful man ever.

Monday, March 26, 2007

Currently listening to http://www.nellyfurtado.com/
How you feel ??

when all of the sudden, you felt misplaced. You felt nothing. No feelings. Just shocked.

When knowing something that always been there are now gone.


Although its not your favourite Toy or Belongings....


Somehow you're not sad....but just plain feeling with little bit of *aint-know-what-to-do* kinda feeling gestures.

It's really hard when your heart doesn't match the same thinking of what's in your mind.

Totally lost it.

WHAT WILL you DO?

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Its all about blogging

Recently was trying to find such blog site that suites my taste of how to blog.

Found this site and so to try out the service they provide for bloggers out there.

By blogging, it enables people to reveal their feeling towards things,problems and also towards people around us.

Well, Happy blogging guys and hope to update here soon.