Sick-y day

Body aching, Muscle pain, joint pain, headache, flu, slight cough and fever....

Was caught all these on saturday and its getting worse today!

How am I going to work in condition like this?

Im sure I need to rest more as I've been working non-stop and body signal me to stop and rest for a while...

That's when all the bacteria attacked me like no-body's business.....

Shhesshh... hope and pray that I'll feel much better tomorrow.

More hope for tomorow....

The day i went for photoshot

The weather is fine.

There was such a huge pack when i got there.

Everyone was just so excited and the make-up artist is just too tired looking.

My *ah-sou* and my cousin are both very talented make-up artist.

Cant blive they do such a good job there.

Gave them the trust and *walla!!*

They make-over me!! LOL~

**my cuz's magic wand~

Thank God

I am so happy that my long prayer came true!

God is good all the time.

The things that i pray, the person that i've prayed for, they are all seem to get the blessings from HIM.

Am happy to serve you, O Lord.

Thank you again Lord. ;)


With Him, all Things are possible!!!

A month passes by...

Its been a month when im finally home.

Time passes so fast as its been hitting me!!

Some People is leaving

Some People is changing into good

Some People has finally committed to the Lord

Some people gave up smoking

Some people gain weight

Some people make mistakes

Some people starts to regret

Some people are healing from pain

Some people are growing in the Love

Some people are getting pissed-off

Some people are learning how to love

Some people are learning to look for direction

Some people are facing the facts

Some people are still waiting

Some people are still standing there... Un-move-able

All these are the good and bad ..... But for sure, God's work is Almighty! Amen.

The Day I think...

Was finally out of exam field but back to Working field....

Have been losing weight since out of town but then somehow somwhere....

I've gained back to my original weight... *sigh*

There's alot in my mind..

1.Going to start to increase my working progress
2. Gonna increase my savings percentage
3. Gonna pay off all the debts end of this month
4. Going to join Ministry in church... still thinking either is Ushers..or the P.A system...
5. Going to have my cam fixed


Oh my!

In a mood ......

There's been a lot that happen from the day i left town till im back.

Things happen non-stop not knowing it is so hard to follow the Lord....

As i knew we will face obstacles when we follow HIM as God is trying out our patience, faith, trust, and wisdom towards him.

Im ready for all these ..... Use me to work on others.

Im going to try my best in these 2 papers... i must PASS.

......

Was tired today.



Went to bed at 3am...



What on earth am I doing?



*sigh*

Today

Had been busy with work.

Thinking I had no time for myself, really. *Sigh*

Was into the design stuff lately, i guess another continuation of my design hobby from the past childhood time. LOL!!

Currently, was into designing photo frame for my dearest hun. Desperately needed the materials and seems to me, there's only one stop available HERE. Urrgghh!!

I just hope that I can manage my time properly in order to get things done. Was applying the quote "Killing two birds with one stone" in my life now. Wooooot*

Can;t wait to pass all the critical time through May,June and July. So i can relax a bit in August.

And my holiday too!! Can't wait *wink*

*This is wut I'm talking about. *wink*

H.A.P.P.Y

I am happy today for God's Glory in me.

I come to think that God is working good things for the people around me through me.

I can see people changed when I talk through their lives. God is always there when I need him.

Even I did not call upon him, He's there. Amen.

There's so much i've discover, yet so hard to express in words.

I pray that God will continue his good works in all of us as we continue to strive for HIM..

Have you ever be angry like this?

Have you ever be that angry till you can't take it anymore?

Have you ever felt like you're gonna blow it anytime soon?

When that someone you know really don't seem to know the meaning of life at all. When you tried so hard to help him grow...when there's lot to learn....lots to teach....it just don't hit him at all.

What will you do then?

Can't seem to take the anger out of it. Right now, am feeling HOT yet controll-able.

How to teach a person to the right path? How to lead when he thinks you're a piece of crap.

Just someone he don't seem to put a space in the heart.

It does felt the pain in my heart to know that he did not change at all after what he repent last week. Why is this happening?

Why won't he see the purpose of our lives? Why he want to ruin his own life??

Questions like this keep on popping in my mind.....

I've been trying hard to hold on the pressure because i believe God will help me. But God, I don't think i can hold on much longer.....my patience is losing out on me...I tried and tried..so hard...so difficult...so tough....

Feeling so much frustration and dissapointment in me.

God i pray to you to help him. Please let it be someone that can speak right to him.

Teach him the things he need to learn. Repent and learn to be what God teach us to be.....

I pray hard....

Treating each other the special way

The sermon today talks about treating each other the special way.

All the people wanted to get respect, loved and care by others. Though some of us ain't know how to do that or you can say people tend to get the wrong idea of the way being treated.

I was once came to one situation where i tried to be friend with someone.
When i take the initiave to ask whats your name, where you come from....straight away they felt ignorant.
Maybe there have been some kind of mis-understanding that people tend to get me wrong.
But soon, i've found out that there is something in the past that the person doesn't want to share and the past had also makes her to quiet herself and being far apart from the crowd. People used to think that those who are quiet and had kept to herself all the time was the sort of *Weir-do*.
But try to look at the other angle, people are having difficulties to face the world due to somethings that had happen in the past that he/she would rather keep it quiet.
That's when God ask us to go in as a friend to care, love and show them there is no need to be afraid and hide it as we won't be looking at the past but we are concern about the future.
The future that seems to be so evil and full of temptation but with Jesus in us, those are nothing to us as we have our saviour with us.

Go ahead and great someone with a smile saying *you're special to me*
Brighten someone's day by taking the first step to be friend with him/her.
It will certainly change their lives and it changes ours.

Friends are for LIFE.

Dissapointment

Disappointment.

Define Disapointment?

It is somewhat feeling that felt being rejected, being sent away, not being considered.

How many times in your life do you get disapointments???

Is it a small/ tiny disapointment?

Or a really HUGE one that would break your heart straight-away?

When ever you have plan or up to do something where all of the sudden, you're crashed with huge blockers that block all the way on what you plan to do. How do you feel?

Continuously disppointment can change a person's life. A person's response and attitude as he/she no longer having the GREAT self-esteem or the confidence to do anything.

Do try to look at the bright side.. If you can, that all these that had happen, it happen for a reason. For you to learn a lesson. For you to get matured.

I've had a lot of disappointments but I'm not giving up on you. God will find me my way. Here I trust and pray to you.

What happen to me?

I am trying to find a way to seek through my inner self.

My mind seems to be locked inside this square space after the news.

A lot that flashes through my mind. Images, voices, moments that had passed.

All these kept on running in my mind and as a result, it gave me the goosebumps and the fear that makes me to be NOT my own self anymore.

I can't find the peace to sleep at night. Why? Is there anything that you have not done and want me to hear you out?

Or am I being over-reacted about this whole situation ?? Its actually all mindset where it actually never happen and you let go a decade ago.. leaving me to suffer this.

Please go and leave me in peace. We've come to understand that we agreed to end this and walk the different way to find our own happiness.

Please....

I need to be alive again. Don't drag me with you.

There's a lot more for me in this world.

I pray to God Almighty to forgive your sins and may you R.I.P.

Now, I have my future with my future husband.

Was feeling all drowsy today.

My timetable for the week is packed!

And so is next week.

Am thinking of the seed method..

What makes us extra-ordinary, is when we found the right seed and plant it ahead of others first. Making the first step can be challenging yet reviving.

Would you rather wait? ....... Or take one step foward..

Bill gates. One of the successful man ever.

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How you feel ??

when all of the sudden, you felt misplaced. You felt nothing. No feelings. Just shocked.

When knowing something that always been there are now gone.


Although its not your favourite Toy or Belongings....


Somehow you're not sad....but just plain feeling with little bit of *aint-know-what-to-do* kinda feeling gestures.

It's really hard when your heart doesn't match the same thinking of what's in your mind.

Totally lost it.

WHAT WILL you DO?

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