Monday, April 2, 2007

Have you ever be angry like this?



Have you ever be that angry till you can't take it anymore?



Have you ever felt like you're gonna blow it anytime soon?



When that someone you know really don't seem to know the meaning of life at all. When you tried so hard to help him grow...when there's lot to learn....lots to teach....it just don't hit him at all.




What will you do then?




Can't seem to take the anger out of it. Right now, am feeling HOT yet controll-able.




How to teach a person to the right path? How to lead when he thinks you're a piece of crap.


Just someone he don't seem to put a space in the heart.




It does felt the pain in my heart to know that he did not change at all after what he repent last week. Why is this happening?


Why won't he see the purpose of our lives? Why he want to ruin his own life??


Questions like this keep on popping in my mind.....




I've been trying hard to hold on the pressure because i believe God will help me. But God, I don't think i can hold on much longer.....my patience is losing out on me...I tried and tried..so hard...so difficult...so tough....


Feeling so much frustration and dissapointment in me.













God i pray to you to help him. Please let it be someone that can speak right to him.


Teach him the things he need to learn. Repent and learn to be what God teach us to be.....


I pray hard....




1 comment:

Anonymous said...

no worries my dear...i've forwarded u an email abt the bamboo...try to read on that. it is good... :) no matter what happen... just remember to look up at Him ya.. i'll always be there for u