Today

Had been busy with work.

Thinking I had no time for myself, really. *Sigh*

Was into the design stuff lately, i guess another continuation of my design hobby from the past childhood time. LOL!!

Currently, was into designing photo frame for my dearest hun. Desperately needed the materials and seems to me, there's only one stop available HERE. Urrgghh!!

I just hope that I can manage my time properly in order to get things done. Was applying the quote "Killing two birds with one stone" in my life now. Wooooot*

Can;t wait to pass all the critical time through May,June and July. So i can relax a bit in August.

And my holiday too!! Can't wait *wink*

*This is wut I'm talking about. *wink*

H.A.P.P.Y

I am happy today for God's Glory in me.

I come to think that God is working good things for the people around me through me.

I can see people changed when I talk through their lives. God is always there when I need him.

Even I did not call upon him, He's there. Amen.

There's so much i've discover, yet so hard to express in words.

I pray that God will continue his good works in all of us as we continue to strive for HIM..

Have you ever be angry like this?

Have you ever be that angry till you can't take it anymore?

Have you ever felt like you're gonna blow it anytime soon?

When that someone you know really don't seem to know the meaning of life at all. When you tried so hard to help him grow...when there's lot to learn....lots to teach....it just don't hit him at all.

What will you do then?

Can't seem to take the anger out of it. Right now, am feeling HOT yet controll-able.

How to teach a person to the right path? How to lead when he thinks you're a piece of crap.

Just someone he don't seem to put a space in the heart.

It does felt the pain in my heart to know that he did not change at all after what he repent last week. Why is this happening?

Why won't he see the purpose of our lives? Why he want to ruin his own life??

Questions like this keep on popping in my mind.....

I've been trying hard to hold on the pressure because i believe God will help me. But God, I don't think i can hold on much longer.....my patience is losing out on me...I tried and tried..so hard...so difficult...so tough....

Feeling so much frustration and dissapointment in me.

God i pray to you to help him. Please let it be someone that can speak right to him.

Teach him the things he need to learn. Repent and learn to be what God teach us to be.....

I pray hard....

Treating each other the special way

The sermon today talks about treating each other the special way.

All the people wanted to get respect, loved and care by others. Though some of us ain't know how to do that or you can say people tend to get the wrong idea of the way being treated.

I was once came to one situation where i tried to be friend with someone.
When i take the initiave to ask whats your name, where you come from....straight away they felt ignorant.
Maybe there have been some kind of mis-understanding that people tend to get me wrong.
But soon, i've found out that there is something in the past that the person doesn't want to share and the past had also makes her to quiet herself and being far apart from the crowd. People used to think that those who are quiet and had kept to herself all the time was the sort of *Weir-do*.
But try to look at the other angle, people are having difficulties to face the world due to somethings that had happen in the past that he/she would rather keep it quiet.
That's when God ask us to go in as a friend to care, love and show them there is no need to be afraid and hide it as we won't be looking at the past but we are concern about the future.
The future that seems to be so evil and full of temptation but with Jesus in us, those are nothing to us as we have our saviour with us.

Go ahead and great someone with a smile saying *you're special to me*
Brighten someone's day by taking the first step to be friend with him/her.
It will certainly change their lives and it changes ours.

Friends are for LIFE.